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Mel C: The Harsh Reality Of Being In The World’s Biggest Girl Band | E179

Mel C opens up about the Spice Girls' meteoric rise, body shaming, eating disorders, and depression behind the fame.

Mel C: The Harsh Reality Of Being In The World’s Biggest Girl Band | E179
The guest

Mel C (Melanie Chisholm) — Singer known as Sporty Spice, one fifth of the Spice Girls, the best-selling girl group of all time, and a solo artist and author.

The gist

Mel C traces her path from a working-class childhood outside Liverpool, marked by her parents' divorce and feelings of unworthiness, to dancing and singing as a way to find safety and belonging. She recounts answering an advert, nearly missing her spot in the band due to illness, and the Spice Girls' explosive global success that happened in barely two years. The conversation centers on the hidden cost of that fame: a financial backer's cruel comment about her thighs that triggered restrictive eating, obsessive exercise, anorexia, binge eating disorder, and a 2000 diagnosis of depression. She reflects on recovery, the band's reunions, her relationship with money and guilt, and why she wrote her memoir despite fearing its release. The episode was published with degraded audio after a hard drive containing Mel's mic recording was stolen.

Big reveals

  • Mel missed her first chance to join the band because she was too ill with tonsillitis to attend the recall, and only got in weeks later when another girl didn't work out.
  • A financial backer named Chick commented on the size of her thighs in front of the other girls, which she calls the catalyst for her eating issues.
  • She became very ill around 2000 with eating disorders and depression while at the peak of fame, hiding it as a secret.
  • A tabloid called her 'Sumo Spice' after she gained weight recovering from being underweight.
  • Her restrictive eating left her so malnourished her periods stopped, jeopardizing her wish to become a mum.
  • Mel reveals her biggest fear is overwhelming depression where she doubts she can make it through.
  • The Spice Girls never officially split up; they chose to avoid the press intrusion of an announced breakup.
  • Victoria Beckham declined the 2019 reunion tour, partly due to the anxiety she experienced performing at the 2012 Olympics.

Things worth remembering

  • The episode's audio came from a camera, not Mel's microphone, because the hard drive with her mic audio was stolen.
  • 'Wannabe' was released in July 1996 and went to number one in 37 countries.
  • 'Wannabe' was reportedly recorded in under half an hour, with some saying 15 to 20 minutes.
  • Before the internet, the Spice Girls released music in different territories at different times; 'Wannabe' hit number one in Japan while they were there.
  • The five-member lineup was only together about two years, with Geri leaving in spring 1998.
  • The Spice Girls' nicknames were not a marketing idea but came from Peter Loraine, editor of Top of the Pops magazine.
  • Before fame, members of the band were homeless and sofa surfing, eating toast wrapped in foil at Emma's mum's place.
  • Mel spent part of her first 10,000-pound advance check on Nike Air Max trainers from Oxford Street.
  • Simon Cowell passed on signing the Spice Girls in the 90s, though he remembers the story differently.

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“was that too much of the reason you were inspired to write your book yeah it totally was I mean you know sometimes I still question it” — Mel C 01:14:25
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